[11.07.2025] diary entry 2

 today was a bit full. i woke up originally to my alarm at 10 am, but accidentally fell back asleep until around 11:20.

i took a shower and got ready for the day after my dad woke me up while getting my trash from my room to bring to the dump. then around 12 my mom and i left for concord.

she had to see a sleep doctor to get her sleep apnea equipment "renewed" or whatever; she has to see them once a year in person for that stuff i believe.

so we headed to concord, around an hour drive. i hung out in the waiting room while she did what she needed to do. it was only 30-45 minutes or so until she was done.

i was hungry as hell while waiting for my mom to finish her appointment. i accidentally overate last night and threw up again. my mom had already chewed me out for this as i did it the night before... whatever.

i got a popeyes chicken sandwich with fries and a strawberry fanta.

i didn't take my caffeine pills this morning before leaving as i didnt want to have to use the bathroom frequently while out, which worked, but also i was very lifeless and not too energetic to be going out today.

we went to goodwill, which i was excited about, but didn't find anything good, then went to downtown concord. we spent roughly an hour walking around and going into stores, but it felt much longer. i also felt depressed, to be honest.

after walking around downtown for a while we headed back to the car and headed out. we got some dairy queen then ordered pizza place takeout over the phone. i got an eggnog shake, which was very good but had some nutmeg in it. i love eggnog dairy products.

while waiting for the food we went to dollar general and i got a tall watermelon alcoholic beverage can, 8% ABV. then we got the food and make the journey home.

we got home and my graham kartna hoodie had delivered a day early!! i'm wearing it right now. it's very comfortable and i got a 3XL on purpose which i'm glad about. its very nice and im excited to wear it to work tomorrow.

i drank the rest of my margarita bottle drink and started on the watermelon drink. im about to smoke some weed too.

 i've been very tired today and in the car my mom kept hammering into me to not drink tonight, since i was "so tired" all day. i appreciate it but i drank anyways.

i'm listening to weird bandcamp albums. my back is starting to hurt.

i think i'll post my MDMA trip report tonight, also.

not much else to report! byebye