Saturday, January 24, 2026

diary entry 55

 woke up late today like 1:30 PM.

i finally........ dont have a commission queue......... or anything owed lol so ive been doing personal stfuf. Drew so fucking much the past 3 days and more today as well.

i FINALLY made  these OCs i wanted to develop SO bad and i wrote the first chapter for the Story im writing of them......


 i work tomorrow..... 2nd to last shift sighhhhh. but its okay!!!

today i also took Weed Gummy and Low Dose Benadryl. i THOUGHT i had 2 gummies left But Actually Had 4. BBangerrrrr

ive been craving ddrugs badly again..... last night spiraled and loooked up plugs nearby on telegram (nothing) and browsed craaigslist for weed posts or anything. i found 3 weed guys nd messaged tgem but also i am SO Broke right now FUUUUUUCK

i Miss Ketamine. but i NEED to take a break i mean Seriously doing 3.5 grams in 4 DAYS IS NOT GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and dissociative drug tolerance is like. Permanent. Oh we are sooooo fucked .

i think im entering a manic episode and idgaf!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lets go bitch!!!!!!!!!! 

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