diary entry 64

​LAST NIGHT WAS SO FUN!!!

i worked on artwork and then got dressed in my Awesome rave outfit and left for manchester around 4:50... my dad drove me to the rotary because my mom went to church and she picked me up from there...

we got canes chicken for me!!! 3 piece box combo so yummy... and we had a Lot of stuff to bring to savers... we went to savers and my mom took. an hour to look at everything while it only took me 10-15 mins and i was getting Super irritable and bitchy internally. i found a gengar pokémon beanie that spencer's sells normally !!! i got it for $4 compared to spencer's selling it for $25... i wanted that one a little bit for a while too so i was happy. i didn't get much otherwise tho

we left savers and getting to the venue was SUCH a hassle fuckkkkk we kept having to go down different roads and kept missing the turns i was PISSED but i got there around 8

but then we got there and i got in easy peasy and they didn't even check my bag so there was No point in shoving my vodka nips in my bra LOL

i got in and went to the changing room and stored my coat there... then i headed to the dance floor!

it was AMAZING!!! i normally hate dancing in front of others despite loving to boogie in my room or on my own, but i went All Out and was dancing a storm!!! i was jumpstyling and dancing like i was playing dance dance revolution with the steps and stuff very fast.. spinning too...

EVERYONE WAS SO COOL!!! lots of pup hoods/pupplay folks, harnesses, latex/drone suits, fur suit partials + 2 full suits, people in maid outfits, trans people, and some people even in just underwear and sneakers... despite it being like 3F outside LOL!!!

i got a cocktail and it was . $15 . but it was Delicious i could barely taste the alcohol... dumped a nip in there too...

i left for 15 mins to go to the vape shop and try to buy a cannabinoid vape but they didn't have any :/ so i spent $70 on 7-hydroxymitraygnine.. lmao... i took 1.5 total over the course of the rave

it was FREEZING i put my coat back on but the wind was gusting and i was Dying from Cold.

but then i got back to the venue and danced more and drank vodka (plugged my nose but it almost made me vomit several times trying to drink it straight so i got a $5 can of sprite to mix it with)

there was a separate chill out room and i went there multiple times to take a break from dancing + let my ears rest as the music was LOUD.

i interspersed dancing and sitting on the couch in the room... I MET SOME REALLY COOL FURRIES TOO a Lot of people complimented my kandi and i even traded one of my braclets (it said i'm tripping) for a kandi bracelet that said boypussy xD

i talked to a lot of people!!! i got some folks telegrams and discords too!!! met this awesome guy who was very happy and we danced together a bit on the floor for a minute or two, smiling at each other... and he loves music and we added each others telegrams and today he told me he listened to my Favorite album i made!!! and he was like "noise usually isn't my thing but this scratches an itch i didn't know i had... if ur ever playing in boston or rhode island let me know!!" HEHEHE

i gave a Lot of compliments...... and there were. 2 vendors.. i got 3 stickers from one of them hehe

i've never danced like that in public before:.. at one point the DJ played a New Order Blue Monday remix!!! i almost lost my mind!!! i was singing along and everything hahaha

a Lottttt of people there were couples tho and grinding on each other/kissing/dancing while holding each other and it made me sad.. next time there's a prowl event (they hold the event every other month) i'm hoping i could go with R and/or N ;_;,,, but i got over it after an hour or 2

my mom went to the movies while i was partying and right before 12 AM she picked me up... i was Pooped! i rested a bit on the car ride home...

when i got home i took more 7OH but it kept me up until 6 AM... but when i smoked 2 bowls with it it didn't give me anxiety... win

i slept on and off from 6:30 AM to 12 PM... had some weird dreams i can't rmemeber now... i didn't wake up hungover either which was good!

today i've been drawing, finished zack's commission and started 4 (!!!) art trades with some friends,.. i have 2 done already yay!

i'm planning to work on OC stuff after i finish the arts... yayyy... i wanna write chapter 4 of warning post redaction

i'm gonna continue drawing, smoke some pot, and hang out tonight. maybe watch the super bowl with my rents...

also i FINALLY listened to Cardiacs - Sing to God after putting it off since may of 2025 and WOWWWW ITS GOOD!!! gonna listen to more of them... my friend recommended some more albums from them she thinks i'll like...

yay!