diary entry 74

 i Forgot to write yesterday because i got fucked up But

i spent most of the day laying down and on my phone and kinda struggled a bit with rumination and bad feelings and weird crap.  but then my mom got home from church and we went to rochester and that was good. also got the money from my depop tripp pants sale so i sent M $50 for my fursuit head

i went to the liquor store and got a bottle of blue lemonade vodka for $2 off because they had a sale that ended Today. then we went to old navy and dollar tree and then went to a burger place we've never been before but it was sooooo good. i got nauseous after eating though so i stayed in the car while my mom went into the grocery store and i didnt throw up!!

my mom told me we are Likely going to florida around march 14!!! for a week or so!! because my brother has a week off from school and my dad has time off of work. im going to miami and key west YES im so excited... ill be sure to update about that

i almost canceled my ticket to FCL because i saw they emailed me and said that i was put on a waitlist for DJing!! they didnt outright pick me but told me if someone declines their invitation i can play...... but i wanted the money more for florida but my mom told me itd work out so i was like Okayyyyy nevermind. idk how to explain it well but i might just go saturday to sunday instead of the full weekend. we'll see

we got home and i drank like half the bottle of vodka + took half of a potent weed gummy + smoked some weed in the bathroom and got super nauseous and 5D so i ended up passing out. getting up was slow for me today but i wasnt hungover so...... 

its only 1 pm i woke up less than an hour ago. but i did my unemployment claim for the week. i also plan to Finally draw i havent drawn in 10 days because i didnt have an artist glove and drawing on my ipad without one was pissing me off because the side of my hand kept tapping the canvas overview navagation and fucking it up for me and it turned me off from drawing for a while. but i think the break will do me some good i was starting to get burnt out. i think after i write this ill shower and brush my teeth and make a pizza