diary entry 102

​OHHH my god what a fucking day holy shit it's 12:30 AM SUnday

today i woke up at 9 showered went back to sleep intermittently until 12:30 because hungover. left around 1 or so and ate a banana in the car. went to a dispensary and got 5 half gram joints and had $3 left in my bank account after But M sent me some money to draw xyr furries so i'll do that

anyways got to con and immediately went to dealers hall. dealers hall closed till 4 (it's around 2) i smoke some weed outside get some coke and vodka mix ready and drink a bit feel a bit funny. go inside because splatoon players meetup is happening in the gaming hall soon so i go to that. i wish i knew where my switch was so i could have joined but alas

i watched for a bit but i haven't played splatoon in almost 2 years and was crossfaded so i got motion sick. and i had to pee so i got up and whatever and went up to a hybrid fursona havers meetup. it was cool very small. got a group photo and people loved my fursona

i smoke more weed around here i think idk and im loaded. wait 30 mins for dealers hall to open because it got delayed until 4:30 (i had $110 in cash to spend)

i got in as it opened and got a commission of connor, a furby shaker charm, a balaclava, and uhhh... i thinkkkkk that's it???

anyways i placed the order for the commission of connor and left the con to check out the food trucks section but there were only 2 left open and i didn't like either of their selections so i left to get pizza. however 0.2 miles in or so i got texted my comm was done and the dealers hall closed at 6 and it was like 5:15 so i turned around and went back. got it and happy flapped my hands lol autism i got really excited it was very cute,

then i persevered for the Pizza. i went there and they had a meal deal 2 slices and a drink for $10 so i got 2 pepperoni slice and a sprite and ate it at a table outside. i ate one slice and wiped my fingers off w a receipt cuz they were Bad but i didn't have napkins and didn't wanna get oil on my fursona head. and i got told since it was 6 the birthday room party i got invited to was happening so i walked like over half a mile to get to the hotel and got up and WOWW  i had to carry my pizza box a phone with google maps and my fursuit head at the same time and my pants kept falling down HELP

okay the person hosting it krista was sooo nice. there was so much booze, and a few roommates and people joined. the number of people in the big hotel room would shift and change immensely as the night went on (lots of people came in and out)

A LOT Of other trans people were there. i don't think there was ONE cis person (okay maybe one later in the evening i think) i drank a lotttt of booze, and got offered a 20mg instant release adderall if i drew the hosts fursona because they liked my art (i brought my sketchbook) and i did that. the adderall made me not wanna stop the party at all. the art came out cute too but my lines were shaky. she let me pet her head like crazy and she talked about being plural which was cool

krista had a GIANT speaker set she named "noise complaint" (apparently after i left they had to stop using the speakers so they went to the hotel garage) and she was playing a lotttt of good music and genres. i was dancing and i met eris in person for the first time! we met on grindr in early september and talked intermittently but we had a great time. it came with 3 other people, one of which being the person who gave me a beer last night. i met austin and they were super sweet and we bumped into each other frequently throughout the raves. i bought 1 20mg adderall from a cute person (to me anywyas) for $7 and i took an 80mg gummy

around 9 after being there since close to 6:30 me eris austin and the beer giver went to eris' room (after i hugged krista) and the beer person got us an uber for relatively cheap. the ride was super short but it was chilly we got there i peed put my balaclava on and the fursuit head and proceeded to the rave where i danced for over 2 and half hours consistently. saw 3 DJs. GOJII was playing too!!! i saw sherbet (the guy i met yesterday) and we danced for a bit together. at one point people were circled around a part of the dance floor and cheering people on who went on and busted moves on it and i did it really quick and people cheered haha. i didn't do it as long as other people cuz i got nervous but people were like "get up there!" i made sure to drink water. also i gave austin my last slide of pizza during the party so i wouldn't have to carry it. i gained a LOT of insta mutuals today. at one of the rave sets this guy approached me with a plushie??? and introduced me to him and stuff??? i had to take off my head to see him properly and i was like Hey man

my mom came around 11:40 and i was trading my insta user with someone outside with cool kandi and i got in and i got burger king and now im back at the hotel. my feet hurt. so Bad. i partied my fucking ass off and had one of the best times i've ever had since C visited. holy shit. 

ima rest up now i have one more small day. no more money so im gonna go to panels and the afternoon raves (?) yaaay