diary entry 110

 last night was CRAZY. i drank almost a whole liter of 13.9% ABV alcohol, popped some benadryl, took 3/4ths of a potent weed gummy also. i drew OC art and listened to mr. bungle's self titled album for the first time. i tried listening as a young teenager but couldnt get into it, but i REALLY liked it last night, but the 2nd song has an outro of a guy having diarrhea shits and it freaked me the fuck out (i have bad coprophobia, fear of poop...) i just ripped it from soulseek and deleted the tainted music with the diarrhea sounds and its all good now.

i got SUPREMELY fucking plastered  and trashed. i could barely walk, and had the craziest munchies. i didnt go to bed until almost 4 AM.

i slept until close to 3 PM today. i had to work 4-8 so i set several alarms. i got up and took a caffeine pill. yesterday i cleaned off my desk and found an unopened bottle of caffeine pills? score i guess

went to work, pretty boring day today i didnt have to pan up many baked goods and i think i annoyed my coworker/assistant bakery manager because i kept getting distracted. had stubb a dub stuck in my head all day. was alone for the last 1.5-2 hours and just fucked off basically.

also when i woke up today, got a wip of nsfw oc art i bought... fuck yesss

my mom got me a new watermelon geek bar vape today after she went out to dinner with my dad, because one of the vapes i got in portsmouth was DISGUSTING. im so glad about this!

im glad to be working again. got my schedule for the week, 18.5 hours total and i have a 5 hour shift during the week and even a 6 hour one! niceee

drinking the last of my booze, took the last 100mg benadryl i had, took my meds. i wanna get more alcohol tomorrow, but i still wanna save most of my money for the next paycheck on thursday... i did see 1.5 liter buzzballs marked half off today though...

thats about it??? mr. bungle - egg is a good song (listening right now) i think im gonna enter a new music autism era...