diary entry 126

 TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY.

 today was FAN-FUCKING-TASTIC!!! i got up 20 minutes before my alarm went off for the day, and i had therapy. it went very good! i talked about how im feeling loads better and we talked about a Lot of stuff. i talked about how i likely was withdrawing from 7OH and that explained why i was bad. apparently she called my mom after and told her LMAO but anyways. got a doctors appointment set up for the day after tomorrow so i can talk about medication management + stuff. on the 28th also i have to do a crisis/wellness plan for my therapist.

after that i played some tomodachi life, then headed to work. i brought my switch with me so i could play tomodachi during my lunch, as i worked 2-8 today.

work was AMAZING. i was alone ALL day, as my managers left early due to getting there at 2AM last night for baking and stuff. they left me a bigass cupcake and card!!! it was so sweet! during my 15 minute break i ate the cupcake and it was soooo good.

since i was alone, i did all my duties while listening to lemon demon + mystic braves over my phone speakers hehe. very awesome! i loveeeee working alone i think, i was scared of it at first but now its a breeze.

 went on my lunch, played my game, went back. then i got out at 8. i had to wait a bit for my mom, as she went to this italian place we frequent with my brother and his friend since his Bday was today also. i was outside vaping, and my coworker i wanna talk to more was ending her break, but asked if it was weed or nicotine. i told her its nic but im a huge stoner, and we talked about weed and T breaks for a bit LMAO then she had to go back in and my mom arrived.

i went to wendy's for dinner instead of having my mom pick me up something at the restaurant as ive eaten SOOOO much pasta recently. i was STARVING. i got a double baconator, fries, 10 piece nuggets, and a watermelon lemonade and ate like all of it within 15 minutes

 saw O today too for a bit, made plans for tomorrow... his GF is working till 4 so i wont see him till after 5, and will likely not be able to get my septum pierced, but we're still gonna try... super excited

and ALSO my "death grips - bottomless pit" CD (which ive wanted for 5+ years) from temu came in, as well as my lemon demon depop cassettes (view monster and dinosaurchestra!!) Neil is visiting a geek con in manchester NH this september, and me and O plan to go together AND I WANNA SEE IF HE'LL SIGN MY TAPES!!!

but yea thats about it??? today was so nice out and warm too. yayayayayyaay