Thursday, July 16, 2026

diary entry 144

​yesterday i went out with my mom all day, picked up my memantine. we had to get the dogs to get heart worm prevention shots and such. went to a few stores, and then i headed home. took 75mg memantine and such and hung out. watched a previous livestream of a guy playing a football game. for some reason dissociatives make me/us interested in football? but i fell asleep around 2AM with an alarm because i had therapy this morning.

woke up at 10:45 AM absolutely exhausted but had my session. went over the DBT workbook start with my therapist and talked about life. once that ended i went back to bed and slept until 4 PM. R was supposed to hang out with me today, but i woke up too late and my mom didn't wanna see her anymore :( i bought her some spongebob stuff on depop for her birthday, though!

i woke up and watched youtube for a while, and then mom wanted to move stuff around in my room, move my bureau and put a new one in and vacuum and mop. it took 2-3 hours but we got it done. the memantine made me absolutely pumped to work on the project and i didn't feel bad during it, which i was shocked about.

it's 9PM now and very tired. got work 3-8 tomorrow. i had a nice few days off. need to buy a new vape tomorrow before work. 

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