Sunday, July 19, 2026

diary entry 146

​been working, mainly 5 hour shifts but back to 6 hours. i work 1-7 tomorrow, recently been working till 8 pm so im glad for the little change. then i have tuesday and wednesday off

memantine has been a Godsend it makes work sooooo much better and i haven't been as ocd or bipolar and it feels amazing. im so happy. my script says 5mg a day but i take 10mg because i have such a dissociative tolerance. it doesn't get me high at that dose, but i feel pumped to take on work and activities

i saw O and his gf today, talked to him about deltarune a bit in the trash room and it was awesome! he made a shrinky dink charm of one of the characters and he showed me. overall awesome

i also helped his gf clean some weird shit off the floor right before i left

it was R's birthday today! she came over after they got off of work and we talked for a bit and i introduced her to my manager. i bought her some spongebob stuff off of depop for the Day and im excited about it!

umm... just drinking now... dinner is soon. i'm excited for tomorrow. yes yes

overall recovering well, feeling good. darcy has been fronting a lot, they're cofronting with me (parker) right now. i spend 6 hours a day masking the fact im plural and then on the way home/once i get home darcy or tuesday will front.

i had a very long convo with an internet friend i hadn't talked to too much before about internet trauma, and it was a very good convo! then we talked about ice cream for like half an hour HAHA

listening to my boyfriends music... good shit indeed

yea overall feeling better, i wanna draw maybe tonight if my sleepy meds haven't kicked in after dinner but ill see. wanna draw my facets or some shit

smiles

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