diary entry 45

​i got Super fucked up last night on my last 7OH tablet + weed and alcohol and ended up passing out without realizing around 1:45-2 AM listening to music. i woke up 8 hours or 9 later with a dead phone and shit all in my bed

today i went to dover with my mom so she could get a mammogram, and then we went to portsmouth .

i remade my commissions info post because i get laid off at the end of the month and it got a bit of traction! a couple people commissioned me too!! i remade some money back which is nice because i spent a lot today AHHHH

i napped in the car for an hour on the way to the mammogram place and didn't wake up until like as soon as my mom got out of her appointment.

we went to goodwill and i got a samurai cat Tshirt, a shirt that says "best dad hands down!", and a 3XL white button up with black and white cats all over it...

after that we went to portsmouth ... the mall was somehow still open but it was super dead because most of the stores were closed and the ones still open we're having major sales to clear out stock

THE SAVERS THRIFT SHOP GOT SHUT DOWN. AND MOVED 40 MILES AWAY. UNBELIEVABLE... i've been going to that savers since like 3rd grade :((( i'm sooo sad it was Awesome...

but at the mall the vape shop was shut down which pissed me offffff. the hot topic was 60% off of EVERYTHING but mostly cleaned out. however i got a cute shirt

spencer's was having sales too, but not on everything. i got some sex stuff (not elaborating.)

after that we went to get food at the diner i got the blue cheese chips which always rock and a classic eggs benedict... was looking forward to the eggs benedict all day... i also got a watermelon jolly rancher cocktail

i went to bull moose and got a talking heads cd (fear of music) and the graphic novel from this trans british dude i like online about his trans life in high school/growing up... i wanted the machine girl wlfgrl cd but i put it back

we got gas and headed home after

i got my copy of the psychonauts guide to the invisible landscape!!! in the mail. after i type this out i'm gonna grab a beer and smoke some weed and read it

i'm running low on weed according to my mom and it's like Ughh. i have a Ton of gummies coming soon tho so i'm hoping my weed lasts until those come.

other than that not much else i'm so Freaking tired. i work tomorrow 1-5 but i Need to work on commissions also...