diary entry 52

​wow what a day today was!!!

basically i finished an art commission, tidied my room and bed a bit, and did the rest of my ketamine and played around Djing. i also did some forms for unemployment

i remembered there's a furry convention in april , 9-12, in maine and you know what i did??? i applied to be a DJ!!! and!! when i'm paid on thursday i'll buy a ticket and if i am successfully on unemployment i'll save up for the con. M is also gonna make me a fur suit head which has me SO excited!!!

i love music so much. i love ketamine so much. K is a long distance lover to me tho; i don't get it often. i equate getting ket to meeting up an LDR partner and snorting and using the K as sex/cuddling/romance. we get a few beautiful days a year together but that's it

i kinda wanna tell my parents about the ketamine because it's been so beneficial and wonderful for me but they'd throw a fit

tonight i did it and got CEVs of being the president and fixing america??? which was funny as hell. i also saw plans of me learning to drive, getting a new job in laconia, and getting an apartment with R in that area and living with her. i talked to her about this and they liked the idea!

i'm having so much fun. tomorrow i work 1-5 and i'm out of ket but it's okay... lots to look forward to... i'm so happy!!!