diary entry 51

 nothing much happening went to portsmouth yesterday for unemployment Crap and ran errands with my mom. today i woke up at 11 AM still tired to go to the post office for unemployment benefit shit. got fucked up again last night. i managed to get up. it snowed a lot today.

i did K last night and today and im about to do more. i listened to twin fantasy (CSH) for the first time in like 2.5 years last night after doing it. i snorted it and drank too much water for drip reasons and threw up into a bag and kept having to get up to pee.

i injected some later and listened to EP7 by autechre and what a mindbending experience that was holy shit lmao

today i also went to my coworker's place. theyre really cool. we made kandi (i made 2 bracelets that said furfag and chimera) and doodled/drew listened to a vinyl and i played mario kart 7 on their modded 3ds. it was quite fun they gave me a few baja blast weed gummies they had too

i did some K (lowww dose) like 2 hours before i had to leave and it felt good but tonight holy shittttt idk how much i IMed but i thought i was DJing and at a furry convention and i felt so good.

i didnt say this but when i did ket last night i had the most beautiful CEVs. i went back in time and saw my 12-14 year old self at my old house, and i told him, "it'll be okay! keep going!" it was fucking crazy i had the most gorgeous CEVs the past 2 nights

i think imm inject some more K and listen to mirror to mirror twin fantasy i didnt get the full experience i was hoping for last night