diary entry 50

​50th entry!!! woo!!

yesterday i worked 11-5, very uneventful. vey dead. mainly used my phone at register LOL. i finally had an appetite again and was STARVING but i have $6, but R sent me $10 and M bought some clothes from me (i posted some clothes i had for sale on discord) so during my lunch i got chicken pesto frozen dish and blue hawaiian monster.

i had an idea for a physical zine, and got 9x12 15sheet mixed media sketchbook paper for the zine. because i use alcohol based markers and didn't want it easily bleeding through the paper. i got it for $3.39 with my employee discount + coupon i had! and it was the last one!

when i got back from work i had my neuropsych evaluation appointment. i called a guy via telehealth for 45 minutes. he made me do things like draw pictures and identify inkblots, and asked me questions about my autism symptoms essentially. then after that i had to do an ADHD screening that took FOREVER and was SO boring, as well as questionnaires. but i got it done

i worked on my zine after and ate some weed. finagled with virtualDJ too but didn't spin anything

today i had a 9 AM telehealth therapy appointment. i woke up to my phone being called asking for court papers proving my parents are my guardians??? we don't have those because they're my legal parents??? we do not understand. but i got to see my therapist and it was nice, second appointment. i opened up about some trauma as a kid and just caught her up with my life. very nice

worked on my zine + sketching a digital art commission periodically and chatted on discord for a while after. waited for the mail to come. mail came and Papa got their Special Sugar. That starts with a K. Kosher Sugar. ok. i was SOOOOOO HAPPY

yea i K-holed today it was amazing. i listened to shadowdog during it and wowowowowowwww whole new experience oh my godddddd.

i tried to nap for a bit after my K-hole but couldn't get tired enough so now i'm up listening to south african disco music and typing this.

i'm doing good! i talked to F today too!! yay