diary entry 116

​where have i been??? just been working a fuckton and getting high. no in between

i did 765mg dxm last night with weed gummy and it was okay, my tolerance is insanely fucked at this point it was like , upper 2nd plateau/really low 3rd plateau. i did benzedrex when i woke up for work which pepped me through the day and felt very good. i worked a 6 hour shift, and i work 5 6hr shift days this week. wow!

i reread the callout my friend wrote for the friend i cut off recently and im so appalled by how it acted. i can't believe i enabled that shit for so long. i got angry at work over it but channeled the energy into cleaning the bakery

on tuesday when im off from work, im gonna try to draw and make kandi. i plan to go to michigan to see M and mac july 13-23 and we found out there's a furry-oriented music festival for 3 days july 17-19!!! we are def going and camping!!! ive never been camping before. so

i wanna make kandi for the festival... im not wearing my fursuit head because it'll be really hot and dirty.

today work was good otherwise i got to dick off for the last hour and a half. i've been seeing O at work more especially since he got back from NYC recently. it's been great to see him and catch up whenever we work in the proximity near each other. :+)

i'm really grateful for my job. i'm really happy. my birthday is in 18 days too which im excited about. idk what im gonna do other than maybe try to get free weed at dispensaries across the border LOL. my brother turns 21 right before my birthday too which is crazy.

my brother is home from college and i'm dreading this shit. i don't like him at all. i was tripping on dxm last night and dxm makes me piss a fuckton, and during one of my many bathroom trips i heard them talking positively about trump upstairs. Can someone kill me jesus christ. whatever

but yes otherwise not much has been happening. there's a reason i haven't written in a few days