diary entry 128

 been doig 5-MAPB the past few days and took 75mg before wirk and i went to work and had a WONDERFUL DAY

i went to bed really early 9:30 last night because i got 2 hours of sleep the night before. i went to the doctors yesterday too and got a referral for a trans friendly endocrinologist + zofran refill + other meds refill. I FOUND OUT I GREW AN INCH RECENTLY??? I WENT FROM 5'4.5" TO 5'5.5" LMAO i think testosterone did this

ANYWAys i woke up at 7 PM today after sleeping for 7 hours straight cuz i had to Piss and couldnt fall back asleep for a while so i made some soy sauce ramen, did my T shot (nicked a vein AGAIN and fucking bled crazy so i injected an additional 0.2 ml in my other thigh to compensate), and hung out for a while. i fell back asleep for 4 hours.  i woke up and showered and brushed my teeth (I HAVENT PLAYED TOMODACHI YET TODAY I CANT UNTIL I SKETCH OUT THIS ART TRADE (telling mysef this)) and got ready for work then went to wrok. i took the 75mg 5-MAPB shortly before departing and when i got to work i felt chipper and light and friendly. my manager was only in for like 30 minutes when i got there but she told me SHES NOT GONNA BE MY BOSS ANYMORE SOON......... NOOOOO............ shes stepping down for the summer and is gonna work 1-2 days a week at a diff position :((

BUT ANYWAYS set up was Already Done as well as hot bread so all i had to do was package and prepare the brownies for selling, get the frozen muffins ready for the bakers tmrw, and clean up + do markdowns on set to expire goods.. i didnt even have to do pick your own case cuz it was WIPED when i got there Everyone bought a donut/muffin.. apparently. and after my boss left i turned on my nightcore/fave songs at the moment playlist and did my Tasks. i was bouncijng along and feeling Jubilant

i spent spooooo much money on my bday i have $3 now. What didnt  help with my money was during my lunch i RAN over to CVS and bought fucking 3 benzedrex for $30!!! they were $9.99 each!!! motherfcuckerrrrr theyre like $5 at hannafords BIG SIGH... whatever. i also got 2 coca colas for $5 for benzedrex extraction purposes

OH ALSO FUCKING LAUREN BOUSFIELD FINALLYYYYYYYYY HAD FROM ROTTING FANTASYLANDS REPRESSED CDS MADE. AFTER OVER A DECADE!!! i have the original pressing of the album (...it took 6.5 years to track one down and buy one but i DID do it in 2021. however it didnt come with the art,) and the vinyl (THIS came with the art and i had it hung up but list it) but i wanted the new copy anyways?????? idk LMAO i want the art back tbh 

i did my clean up took my breaks yup yup. during my 15 i saw my coworker who talked to me aabt smoking weed the night before my bday and we talked and shes cool as fuck??? shes in a lomng distance relationship with a girl from texas and met up for 5 days once. i showed her my art also which she liked alot!!! i wanna get her number soon and be friends. 

i FORGOT to fucking clock in today so i wrote a note abt it -_-

but yea work went by super fast!!! i talked with my mom on the way home and had a great day. when i got home i had some Temu Bullshit waiting for me in the mailbox. i ate some dinner (caesar salad w my moms homemade dressing <3 and frozen indian chicken curry microwaveable dish) i also started 2 bottles of benzedrex exytraction, 1.5 cottons in each. i ALSO took my last of my 5-MAPB (175mg/7 tablets) and im kinda sad at myself cuz i spent $90 for both packs of pills (I GOT SHORTED ONE THO!!!!! SMHHH) and ive only had them for 2 days. WHATEVER MAN

oh also got some art trade art today,, very Nice 

last night i got a VERY attractice oc in a character trade .. i could be gay:

 ^^^ thats zipper and he uses it/he/xe/they pronouns and 27 years old and is transneutral but does testosterone and was announced as female at birth but actually isnt. ANyways. it loves weed and electric guitar and being a furry (xyr fursona is a bobtail cat) and im really gay for it i Literally broguth my sketchbook and some art supplies to work so i could draw them But then i spent 12 minutes out of 30 getting benzedrex so i Didnt.