diary entry 139

​i've been back at work and working and had therapy too and it's been all good recently

i got too excited about new deltarune so i started watching chapter 5 playthrough stuff and. it was soooooo good i finished it today and Oh my god it's craaaaazy

been gettin high every night after work and did the dex a bit too and it was crazy the last 2 days i did it had insane CEVs and body high shit . i couldn't pee despite feeling like i needed to and i called N last night while tripping and kept leaving for a long time to pee and it wouldn't come out  and my speech chattered a lot and buckled up and my tongue got twisted a lot

i am so fucking tired i guess that's what happens when u have a 2 day 3rd/4th plateau dxm binge along with going back to work . works been really good tho and my new manager ladies are nice. i'm off tomorrow

deltarune is fucking awesome i watched a playthrough of the weird route also oh my God bro

at work my stomach was fucked hop for a bit but now it's not

i wanna eat more then sleep

yaaaaa