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​i binged dxm. got found out. i'm quitting my job because the new manager is always criticizing me and picking apart everything i do. weirding out my ex constantly with my inability to get over him. i took 1200mg dxm on the 4th and paid the price for it. i can't do anything fucking right and i don't know how to be a functional person or how to live. i really wish i wasn't a person. i feel like an awful piece of shit. just a useless fucking junkie who is selfish and doesn't care for others unless it impacts me. it's astonishing im still alive at this point. i don't deserve oxygen. idk. thanks