diary entry 155

​got home not too long ago! had a huge day out. i also finished that commission i mentioned in the last post before i left

my mom and i drove to lee for her OBGYN appointment (it was awful for her btw and super painful) and she dropped me off at the plaza across the street. i went to market basket and got an italian sandwich, mountain dew, and some chips. i ate it outside and then got vodka at the liquor store (375ml svedka for $5.95!!!) i DID NOT get dxm but i may have looked at their selection and none of it was any good. i'm proud of myself. also saw 2 transfems at market basket and one was wearing a femtanyl shirt so i complimented her, and they both saw my madoka magica charlotte shirt and got excited.. made me happy

after her appointment we drove to plaistow. we went to bull moose, and i sold some cds and lucky star dvd. however. i only got like $12 in store credit. i got oingo boingo - dead man's party and talk talk - spirit of eden on cd (see the talk talk Cd was calling to me like the fucking green goblin mask because F fucking LOVES that album LOLL)

went to dollar tree and got a lot of supplies for college, mechanical pencils and folders and notebook shit. i also got some ramen, bandaids for my T shots, and a strawberry milk keychain and toothbrushes and melatonin + l-theanine gummies. i also got a new strawberry nicotine vape.

Oh my god. we went to savers afterwards. AND TODAY WAS MY BEST THRIFTING DAY IN SO FUCKING LONG. I GOT SOOOOO MUCH SHIT.

got a few groovy button ups, a pure red zip up hoodie, a black zip up hoodie with  a red skeleton design on it, a cool retro hat that had pins and says "WHATEVER!" on it, a cool pink hat with a cat on it, a tie dye blanket with paws and bones all over it, juicy couture sheets, a t-shirt that says BIG GUY, sargent peppers lonely hearts club on cd, a japanese cd of sorts??? a cd from Tokyo Champ (the art looked cool so i got it), a lime green binder for school, and a beautiful cute little cat plush. my mom got 3 fucking coach bags and swimsuit stuff and 10 or so ceramic figures. she spent like fucking $400 on us HAHAHA. got home and put most of it in the wash on quick mode so i can cuddle up with the kitty plush and my new blanket tonight

after that we went to dinner. we went to a place called reds tavern and i got a blue hawaiian martini (the fucking . jt was "ladies night" for $7 cocktails for women and this is the ONLY time ill accept being viewed as a woman cuz DAMNNNNN that drink was GOOD!!!), mozzarella sticks, and a burger and fries. also got some tiramisu for later

headed home after. got home a bit after 11 yes

i LOST my fucking headphones in thin air i CANNOT find them for the life of me. so i'm using my moms wireless earbuds for now OOP

im feeling a bit nauseous rn. took some pepto bismol tabs and drank a lot of water but today was A Lot for me. talked to brooke a lot today too, i was in her area. 

i also commissioned denise and they sent me the finished art WITHIN A FEW HOURS AND IT WAS SO FUCKING PEAK JESUS FUCK

BUT YEA that's about it im so tired and have therapy at 11 am tmrw then back to work Sighhhh..... its okay...