diary entry 154

 well its only 12:33 PM but i  havent updated in a few days. ill update again later/tmrw cuz im going out for a while later

the other day before work i went to the doctors office for my drug screening pee test for concerta prescription, but they turned me away because i had to do it at wolfeboro. then i went to get my mirtazapine script but it wasnt ready yet. the whole thing kinda pissed me off and caused null to emerge. but i went to walmart right before work and got new awesome shoes because my work shoes are filthy and falling apart kinda.

work was okay, 2-8. my manager came back from vacation and immediately told me, "sounds like you made mistakes" and she also pulled me aside and asked if i vaped in the bakery LMAO. which i HAVE but i only do it really late in my shift, when im alone and i do it in the corner. but i guess someone saw and reported to tara about it. but yea. my mom got my mirtazapine for me also

yesterday i had off and went to the doctors in wolfeboro for my pee test. it took FOREVER to do it but i got it done. my psych told me its okay if i pop up for weed, as theyre cannabis friendly, and thats all ive done other thank drink recently, so

afterwards we got pastries cookies and chocolate

 i got home and hung out. i also,  yesterday, sketched and lined a commission id been putting off and remade my bed and showered. in opposite order

had burger for dinner.  very good

i went to bed for a few hours and woke up around 2 AM, couldnt fall back asleep till 5 AM, put pins on my backpack  for college. LAUREN BOUSFIELD IS BRINGING NERO'S DAY AT DISNEYLAND BACK. she uploaded a new single for the EP coming on the 14th!!! i snatched that up. im so excited! not only that, Allah-Las is releasing a new album on the 28th AND graham kartna has vinyl pressings of Illegal Transmissions Over Boyos, ON on preorder in 2 days (the 7th)!!! i got paid last night, woke up to $351,  i bought a cassette, preordered the allah-las album, and commissioned Denise for art.

today im going with my mom for her OBGYN appointment, then going to plaistow for thrifting and might sell some books and cds at bullmoose... yay! i need a new vape also