Wednesday, August 19, 2026

diary entry 162

​had yesterday off, went to see billy idol and DEVO opened!!! it was CRAZY. i got a bottle of vodka before going in and drank a bit before security. i had an amazing time but billy waited till the last song to play White Wedding and i had gotten up to get something to drink (dying of thirst) and the stalls were closed so i drank out of a nasty water fountain and he started playing it so i couldn't get footage... BUT IT WAS FUN i got mcdonald's after and got a big mac and fries and we got home right before 12 AM

O said he's going to the dispensary tomorrow and i got paid last night so i sent him $60 to get me a 2 gram disposable weed vape >:) i haven't done much weed in a very long time just alcohol but im super excited. i also just got out of work and got a new nicotine vape, apple cronut, interesting flavor...

i FINALLYYYYY got my concerta!!! 18mg pills. i took one on the way to work today (i was 5 minutes late to pick up my pills but my manager was fine with it) and felt GOD MODE at work. but it didn't feel narcotic like adderall did, its a wonderful fit and i feel great! got lots done and wasn't bored! i also took caffeine when i got to work and took my memantine and trileptal before work

O read "a comprehensive warning document about sunny/rapunzel" on itch.io and i was so excited. it's so fucking good but soooooo uncomfortable too. one of those medias like Obsession (film) and What Happens Next from max graves where it disturbs you but also comforts you to see someone sorta like you being portrayed, know what i mean?

anyways work was great i got a lot done and got new cigarettes too. been buying marlboro red 100s instead of montego red 100s for once and there's definitely a difference. gotta withdraw $100 at the bank soon for my mom to hold onto so i can save up to see N in november...

my new chest binder arrives tomorrow, and the 2 graham kartna shirts i bought shipped out!!! yay!!!

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diary entry 169

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